May 2010
April 2010
Die!
For no reason at all, I woke up with a lot of depression today. My life isn’t terrible at all; it’s just something in my brain doing it, it seems. I thought the medication was helping. Guess not?
Ah, but look at me. Going off to a wonderful university next fall; completely sweet boyfriend; amazingly loyal friends. I could not ask for more, yet my body rejects my happiness.
But it's like we weren't made for this world...
I feel indifferent; numb; out of place. People pass right by me every day that I could know or love, but I never meet them. I hate most everyone. When I love I truly love.
Well,
this is the happiest I have ever been since September, thanks to a certain boy. I cannot believe I met someone like this. It’s completley left me speechless. <3
Medusa
She wraps her head with cloth
so the hideous
and slithering creatures
are not seen. Dark sunglasses cover her steely
cold eyes. Trips to the grocery store, painful to do the most ordinary
of things, involve her hiding behind toilet paper towers and meat counters.
She drives home alone, sits on her couch alone,
and slowly unwraps her head.
The only things to keep her company; these green,...
I am so incredibly satisfied that I have you.
